Arg.. it really does suck to have problems you know you cant do anything about. I feel reall really bad about Riza and Hans' breakup, and I know Riza feels really down right now. But sometimes just letting go IS the only way to move on. I know that's a bit cliche but, it's definitely true. Hans has moved on.. or at least he appears to have done so. He's hanging out with people he normally didn't hang out with when he was with Riza. It's like he's a totally new person, as though something during the summer changed him. Whatever it was, it did a good job. I'm not trying to say that he's become a horrible person, it's just someone one wouldn't expect from Hans. But nevertheless, change is inevitable, and I guess we'll just have to accept that Hans found a new interest in whatever. But Riza, you shouldn't feel depressed or anything, you know? I know it's hard for you to let go of someone you've loved and gave everything to, but sometimes you just have to move on. It may be a rough road, but there's no use in making it any worse. Just try to accept the fact that he's not there anymore to lean your head on, or to go to when you're hurt. I'm sure it's just as hard for him as it is for you, and besides, you've got other people to lean your head on, and I'm sure they'll most certainly be there. I know it's been only 3 weeks, and I do understand why you cry when you hear that he was somewhere you weren't, but dont let him bring you down, it's not worth it.

I know how you feel. You feel like you're losing a really big part of you. You feel as though you've wasted your time on this person, and you just dont want to let go. You've shared so much with him, and you're confused about why he broke it off. The words "I just want to be alone" and "I dont know how i feel about you anymore" mean more to you than how they appear. Life can be really bitchy, I know, but you'll get over it, don't worry. You'll always have that shoulder to lean on, and it's closer than you think...